Sunday, June 30, 2013

My [Cheshire] Cat



It’s True,
Of late I feel  I’ve been rejected


It’s  academically arguable and I’m accepting it
I believe it’s a viable  theory,  an intelligent hypothesis.
I’ve been rejected—
A fact for me to digest.

Yes of course it’s sad--and all

Still, Yes and However,
I accept
As I do not wish to  ‘pretend’
That My views are different than those of others

In this case, You!

And I do offend
Sensibilities of many


And it’s true,  I wish
To search life while here

I  have no intention to Stop
 Examining To some Understanding
Which seems to be my offence
So far as you are concerned
Dismissing me with angry accusation of my ‘com plex’
So you do not want,
To be disturbed
Nor to accompany me

But No, it is NOT
That a major problem lies with me
And my so-called ‘com plex’
Which according to you
Is that I hate men.
That’s a very strange conclusion
We won’t go into that.

Quite the opposite
I think instead
Sorry to Say there’s an unfortunate truth,
That the Late Peter Rhule1    Has pointed out
In his book
 ‘Men are stupid, Women are Crazy’,
Even while I  hasten  to add
That of course the cliche does not apply
 At all
In significant cases, 
Albeit it does-- in too many!

Hormonally charged    Crazy-stupid warring guys
Women prohibited from
Attending formal classes

Let’s all try something different
Why drive each other mad
Do you think we live forever,
Or are you so depressed


My first large step is due,  here and now,
It’s  that    I SHALL take confidence
In my own brilliances! 

Thank you!
You have just made me realise, I have to invest,
In Me YES

And stop  gifting you
Meeting  vampire-like,  time wasting  ideas
effects of which it seems you are not aware
I’ve tried to suggest
a two-person arrangement, a friendship
Not just a situation for your personal dictations, Your ego and edification
It would be a happy situation
For everyone
To see a healing of  your depression/s
And not joining
Or staying around

Others,    Who’ve  not yet found
Any semblance whatsoever 
Of satisfying directions
But instead listened and practiced violent reactions

I cannot solve your difficulties
You’ve not responded to my help where able,
Rejected many doctors’ credentials

If not arrogance, definitely a symptom needing assistance

So we part, and I sincerely say
That I love you, yours is another good human heart,
A friend from many years,
With much work to do 

I would like to hear
That more peace in this life arrives tout suite for you too.



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